Byn dibangangkan...

A few days after I broke-off with Le Ex, he sent me a text saying he was actually planning to propose and proceed to merisik. That was in June if I remember correctly. Eh ke July? Tah la tak ingat haha!

Recently he started texting me again, saying how much he misses me and all those crap. Kept asking how my day was, how am I coping with school etc. Sangat annoying okayyy, and ofcourse I'll only reply when I feel like replying but...Why now?

Just out of curiosity, I asked him did he meant all the things he said recently. He said yes, every word. Then I asked about the merisik part. Haiiiiihhhh nak tergelak ade, sedih pun ada. Nak tergelak because I was right, sedih because padan muka aku!

He said "Betul la..tp tu aritu..hehe.." (ada lg ayat sambungan tp geli plak nak type sini). I was right! The merisik part tu sebenarnya bukan betul-betul pun. It was just something he said to make me feel "Alamak melepas la aku". Or prolly to make me go back to him. Kalau dia betul-betul sincere, mesti without hesitation dia akan hantar rombongan kan? 

So I told him, I knew it! I knew it was just a set up to make me come back to him. Oh pastu reply, dia malu Byn ckp mcm tu. Tiba-tiba pulak dia admit, he is starting to love me again now. Cerita karut apa plak ni? You dont fall in love, then fall out of love and then later admit you are falling in love again! Gila tak masuk akal ni wehhhhh.. 

Haihhhh bangangkan Byn? What were u thinking? Ingat he would change for you ke? Forget it!

Byn pergi wedding

I went to Am's wedding last Sunday with a friend of mine. Weehuuu ada daging hitam! I've known Am close to 8 years now. Whoa lama tuuu. The funny thing is, I've only met him ONCE, a few years back at his brother's wedding. Can you believe it? He's almost like a brother to me, always there to listen to all my ramblings about friends, family and love life (love life apa tu Byn?lol). I do the same for him too, sometimes. Tapi selalunya Byn yg in trouble haha! Together with Nasa, we would go conferencing over on yahoo, share everything about us to each other, nasihat each other, kutuk each other...haha teruk! Bila conference semua nak cakap serentak! Nasa as usual, will ask us to help her find lyrics to a certain song she's been listening to. Most of the songs Byn xpenah dengar pun! Then Am and Nasa would talk about Akademiannoying Fantasia which i know nothing about. Tapi selalunya makcik tu perlu logout dulu, ade je dah ngantuk la, assignment la, ape la..adeee je hehe. Havent heard from Nasa for quite a while now, but, Am told me she recently got married (pun tak bagitahu! grrrrrr). Takpe lah, hopefully she's happy with her new family now. And as for Am, dear friend, I hope you and your new family are blessed with happiness and barakah hingga akhir hayat :)

Here are the cards I made for Am and his brother. Oh I forgot to mention, it was a double wedding celebration of Am and his lil brother.

This one is for Am

For Am's bro. Cantik tak? I think this is my prettiest card, dont u think? (poyo Byn)

Order Up!

I am beyond excited! I have just finished making thank you cards for a friend of mine from UTM. 5 cards in 2 days! phew~ Thanks for the order Shakira, I'll see you tomorrow =)

Thank you #1

Thank you #2

All 5 of them. I couldn't upload the other 3. Something wrong with my lappy's bluetooth T.T

Or maybe Byn yg tak reti? lol

Byn Rindu....

.....My cousins! Raya was a blast, walaupun tak semua ada. Mek Ain and Mek Yam beraya di rumah ibu mertua mereka which means Nik Adam yg comel tapi suka menjerit dan Hana Madihah yg mcm anak jepun super kawaii pun takde :( (ha? Byn sedih kids xde? Well yeah i dont really like kids, tapi diorg ok je ngn Auntie Sarah kan kan? Hehe)

As usual after prayers, we would feast on what will be the most heartiest breakfast, one that only comes twice a year, of Lontong accompanied by serunding kelapa, a choice of sambal sotong or bilis, and Momma's yummy kuah lodeh, Ayam Bulat wajib every year and ketupat pulut made by Yadik. Everyone was at the table, including Kak Siti. Daddy makan tak pandang kiri kanan lol! After that we proceed to bersalam hari raya, something I wasn't looking for urghhh especially this year. Kerana? jeng jeng jeng! I never wanted to admit this but, we have a new member in the family. Yep, my brother's wife. Who, like it or not, is in fact a part of our family now. Haven't spoken to my brother from the day he married her. There is nothing really wrong about her, its just that at that time I really-really.....okayyyy we don't need to go there, Byn :) Where was I? Ohh salam raya, where Byn akan banjir extreme sebab terlalu byk dosa especially kt Mom&Dad ngeeee. Salam Dad sangat banjir this time, he said "Doakan Daddy cepat baik ye sweetheart..." waaaaaaa sangat-sangat sedih (okay now i'm crying again). Lepas tu salam Mom, same drama all over again smpai basah baju mom lol. Then there is Dol. Banjir super duper lagiiii sebab tau byk salah. Aihhhhh penat je pakai make-up awal awal haha.

At about 12 we left for Kajang, visited Opah & Atok and then later head to Mak Ngah's. When we arrived, Achu was about to leave (Aminnnnn), makteh's family pun baru sampai. Kecoh macam ramai sangat orang, tapi xramai pon sebenarnya, lol! Makan, took pictures and off we go to Segambut and Selayang. To do what? Obviously eat, eat and eat!!!! Penat pulak nak update apa makan kat sana, cause last year's entry dah state apa makanan wajib at my grammy's house so i dont want to repeat myself again ;)

This year, thanx to my new gadget, I had the privilege of having my pictures taken with all my cousins (yg present on that day la tapi)

Oh and Mak Ngah's family, Badik and Haiqal came over to our place the next day to visit and teman byn main mercun! 

On Saturday pula, head over to BGR for Achu's Open House

The Roslans at Achu's 

The following week, when everyone half-heartedly started work after the festive break, I find myself missing my cousins dearly. I miss them like I miss Midem when she's away alot (olohh mcm selalu xde pulak Dinot ni) . They are in fact my brothers and sisters, I shared my childhood with them. They play a big part in my life, and I really hope we stay as close as we are to each other now till the very end.

Saya rindu kamu semua sangat2!