Byn Kesedihan

Assalamualaikum. Hari ni hari sedih utk semua ahli Ariff Clan. A few days ago, Huda whatsapp kat Ariff Clan group, dia bagitau Ain warded kat Hospital Serdang sebab ada bleeding. She stressed "Ain tau, bukan Yam". I learned about Ain's pregnancy masa Raya Qurban hari tu. Itu pun mcm tak dikecohkan. Pelik sikit msg Huda tu sebab as far as I can remember, Ain's baby is due next year. Macam February or March gitu. Pastu Huda cakap "Doakan Ain n baby selamat". So okay la, malam tu I called Mak Ngah to check on Ain but Yam Picked up the phone. I have absolutely no clue what Yam said when she said "Uri dia kat bawah, and dah dilated sebab tu kena warded.Kalau boleh doctor nak baby tu full term, baby pun active, heartbeat pun kuat. Kalau terpaksa, kena deliver baby tu tapi dalam 2-3 jam je doctor bagi utk baby tu survive". I'm not good with pregnancy terms, for example, uri tu ape? Err sebenarnya sampai sekarang tak tau sebab tah, tak tanya plak mom apa maksud uri tu tadi. Lol.

When I woke up this morning, saw another whatsapp msg from the group. Yam delivered the news saying Ain gave birth to a baby girl around 3am. Alhamdulillah. Again, I thought okay this is good news, there is a new baby in the family. I told Mom, pastu sent mom to the station and balik tido. Around 11am Mom called and break the news. Ain had just lost her baby. I was shocked. Tak tahu nak reply apa selain اِنّا لِلّهِ وَاِنّا اِلَيْهِ رَجِعُوْنَ . Was about to cry but held back sebab I know I was the one who will have to tell dad about the sad news. And I know how very emotional Dad is especially when it involves family. Just as I told Dad what had happened, Dad started crying and wanted to call Dol immediately to take him to Mak Ngah's. I told Dad, its okay, I will take him. Then Mom called to confirm she's coming home and asked me to pick her up at the station around 1.15pm. Byn pula kena pegi Shah Alam dulu to send a faulty powerbank to Pipi to exchange with a new one. And so the journey begins.

Balik from Shah Alam, picked Mom up at the station, balik rumah so that Mom can change, load everyone in my car and drove to Mak Ngah's. Sampai sana hujan lebat, Mak Ngah ckp lepas je kebumi, sampai rumah hujan pun turun. Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly. Nik Adrianna kebumi lepas Zohor. What a pretty name, kan? Mak Ngah ckp the baby looked exactly like her brother, Nik Adam. I can imagine, mesti kecoh juga mcm Adam. Fair skin, light brown hair, big round eyes. Tapi ye lah, semuanya kuasa اللّه. DariNya kita datang, kepadaNya juga kita kembali. We didn't get to see Ain, sebab doctor tak nak discharge today katanya nak monitor Ain lagi. We were kinda hoping to bring Ain back, sebab kesian la kan Abg Nik pun cannot stay there and wait with her. With no baby, her husband can't be by her side she might slip into post-natal depression/blues. Risau juga tu. Harap-harap Ain and her family okay. I know its tough, tapi mungkin ada hikmahnya. I really don't know what else to say.

A tahlil was held after isya'. Most of us were there, Mak Teh je lambat sikit sebab jalan jammed. Just in time for doa tahlil. Lepas tahlil, makan nasi arab sama-sama. Around 11 kami balik. It was a rather tiring day for me sebab dari pagi rush sana sini pastu hantar Midem pergi class lagi kat Taylor's. Dengan jem kat depan IOI, pastu from maeps sampai Bangi punya flyover tu. Adoi kat situ stuck for 45 minutes! Sampai lepas flyover tu takde ape pun. Saja je orang pelik²!!

Amanputra -> Shah Alam -> Putrajaya -> Kajang -> Taylor's -> Kajang -> Amanputra

Penattttt. Dah la bila penat ni susah nak tido. Ohhhhh mata, tidurlah pleaseeeee.

Good night Malaysia.
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